11 days off…

My last 11 days in Toronto… and I’m not scheduled to work. I’m worried. I’m always so busy that… I never know what to do with myself when I’m not scheduled to work and don’t have to struggle to fit everything into my days.

I’m driving up to Barrie today, and I was really hoping someone would be going with me but no go. I’m going to have to drive up there alone, and while I don’t mind because hell… I love listening to my music and just enjoying the scenery. But I don’t know… I was really hoping that out of everyone that was going to go up there, someone would need to go with me. Oh well.

I haven’t much else to say. I *think* I’m ok for money for when I go over… as in I think I have enough saved up but I have to be honest I’m kind of hoping that my parents will say that I can keep the money I borrowed from them when I was applying for my visa. Though I will have enough even without that money… I want it more for my peace of mind. (*sigh*) I don’t know why I’m so worried, it’s not like I don’t have a job waiting for me when I get there.

All I know is… April, you were right, I am so filled with anxiety right now… it’s driving me crazy!!