I’m feeling all out of sorts. Not sure why. Not sure I even care. All I know is, I need a break. Or at least a break to look forward to… even if the break doesn’t come until New Years. I want to go to Ireland!!! I want to see Peter. I want to look forward to a time when I can see him again. I was going to wait until this Friday to find out how much I’m getting paid so that I can work out how much money I can earn between now and New Years for spending money but I don’t even know because I didn’t get a pay stub this week?!! And the last time I checked flights they were nearing the $1,000 mark. BIG WAH!
I cannot afford a $1,000 ticket and still have enough to save spending money. I can’t think of what to do other than to ask them if I can start serving. But, I’m not even a good host yet! I still make mistakes and I don’t like asking to move up unless I’ve perfected what I’m already doing!
Argh! I’m going to search for flights and then hit the sack. More tomorrow!