I’ve been so busy the last week that by the end of the week I didn’t sleep or eat very much for two whole days. And even after the 1200 mg of ibuprofen that I consumed yesterday, I still have a headache. Was it worth it? I guess we’ll see when our marks come out. In the sense that my team didn’t win the contest, it wasn’t worth it… but it’s not the end of the world so I’m over it.

I’m worrying about some friends of mine… one’s so-called boyfriend actions are beyond comprehension, and another’s Mum is ill and it’s keeping me tossing and turning every night and every minute of every day. I just want them to know that I’m here… no matter what time, if you need to talk because I love you and that’s what friends do.

I’m worrying about where to go from here, what to do about starting to train as a server at work because if I do end up having to leave in July to move to Ireland then it’ll be a pretty big slap in the face to them after having spent all that time and money training me, and then I’m just going to leave in the middle of the summer. I’m thinking about telling the company that is thinking about offering me a position in Ireland (that I’ve been talking to since January) that maybe July isn’t such a good time for me to go and that I’ll try again in the winter… maybe right before my birthday.

Argh… decisions… Why can’t it just work out?!!

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