How do you expect the unexpected?

I’ve had a great time with Alexander1 and he says he really likes me. I like him too, but there’s no strong feelings like there has been with Peter. I’m not quite sure what to do. There are so many great things about Alexander, and he’d be really good for me. A part of me wants to let go and completely lose myself in what I could have with Alexander – but days like today make me feel that it would pretty darn stupid of me to do that. He’s been un-contactable all day. I don’t like that at all. Not to mention that I ended up leaving him fast asleep in bed this morning with no other notice than a note beside him.

On a more positive note, I had a great day with Kris today. We went to the beach and just sat and relaxed. I couldn’t believe how fast time flew by… we got there around 3pm and it was 6 before I knew it. We left around 6 to grab some food and it was awesome. We just ate, drank and talked all day enjoying each other’s company. It’s been a while since I’ve been able to do that with another girl. I’m so excited about this summer because she’s going to be around pretty much all summer and it’s going to be great!

Hm… that’s about all I really feel like writing about for right now. Ciao!

  1. name has been changed to protect the innocent[]