…is not in the mood
I have about 250 card drops to reciprocate from yesterday and today, and I have some house keeping to do around the blog but I’m just not in the mood. I miss him, and even though I spoke to him this weekend I feel like I haven’t spoken to him in years.
I wish I could talk to him when I get home from work so I can wind down from my hectic day, or before I go to bed so he’s the last voice I hear before I take the train to dreamville. I don’t know where this is all coming from because I’ve been feeling very positive for a long time. But tonight, all I want it to be on the couch, in his arms and watching TV.
So I’m going to go to bed early tonight, in hopes that my mood will be better tomorrow.
July 31st, 2008 at 21:35
@Michael: hehe ok then I apologise. I wasn’t sure if you were joking or not so I put both reactions up!
@Greggy: Hopefully… hopefully. Hah. The sandman was here last night, and I was not happy with the dream he gave me!! Not in the least!
July 31st, 2008 at 13:39
Hi Reggy,
Distant love is on the surface the toughest love, but it can also be the most enduring love. It takes a discipline of the heart that’s become really rare in this day in age. It says something beautiful about you though – that the spaces you carve in your heart supersede distance.
Hopefully you really can find a bridge in your dreams to the one you love. Fingers crossed for you! Now just where is that sandman when you need him? .-)
.
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July 31st, 2008 at 12:56
Because I get like that myself at least once every other month. I’m not a sexist. Gee…
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July 31st, 2008 at 12:50
I was just kidding… you’re like that friend of mine. Men have their own “periods,” too, you know.
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July 31st, 2008 at 12:24
@Trench: Don’t even apologise for not getting to me. Just glad you’re back!
@Michael: Are you assuming that just because I’m female and not in a good mood that it’s to do with PMS? Because that’s not a very PC assumption. If you’re joking then fine I apologise for taking offense but if you’re not joking then please rehaul your way of thinking. I said in the post that I’m not in the mood because I miss him. I don’t *only* miss him when PMS hits or anything like that so I’m not sure where you’re getting PMS from.
July 30th, 2008 at 23:47
You drop 250-300 a day? Wow, I hardly drop 50-80 and it takes me over an hour.
Your mood… having a period? Heh.
One of my friends used to have major cramps in high school, so I told her to take Prem something instead of Tylenol. She hated me for “caring” too much. Sheesh!
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July 30th, 2008 at 22:48
hey reg. thanks for the warm welcome. Its good to be back. Sorry I didn’t get to you sooner.. I was in the middle of updating with a new post to kick off my recovery time! haha
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July 30th, 2008 at 22:28
@Haley: Thanks so much for the cyber hugs. They made me smile a big goofy smile!! I wasn’t in that great of a mood, hence no post today but I was in the mood to drop! lol So I visited people instead.
@Monique: Thanks
Love your latest post =P
July 30th, 2008 at 18:55
I absolutely can relate to everything you wrote.
I hope you get to feeling better soon
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July 30th, 2008 at 00:10
I hope you wake up in a better mood. Sending you cyber hugs. I know they’re not the same as his hugs, but they’re all I can offer.
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