I have about 250 card drops to reciprocate from yesterday and today, and I have some house keeping to do around the blog but I’m just not in the mood. I miss him, and even though I spoke to him this weekend I feel like I haven’t spoken to him in years.
I wish I could talk to him when I get home from work so I can wind down from my hectic day, or before I go to bed so he’s the last voice I hear before I take the train to dreamville. I don’t know where this is all coming from because I’ve been feeling very positive for a long time. But tonight, all I want it to be on the couch, in his arms and watching TV.
So I’m going to go to bed early tonight, in hopes that my mood will be better tomorrow.