Un-motivation

I need a break. And I don’t just mean a break like I had over the holidays of not having to worry about deadlines or any sort of thing. But for once, I’d like to feel like I’m not fighting a losing battle. And I don’t just mean in love, but money, school, work, my life. I just feel like no matter how hard I work, something else comes along and makes me feel like I’ve just worked hard for absolutely nothing. I’m so close to giving up on everything right now.

I’m sick again, or maybe I should say as usual, but this time it’s really worrying me. But I don’t know what to do… I’m not sure if it’s allergies or something wrong with me. I’m hoping to visit the Doctor tomorrow, but I don’t really know what good it will do.

I was going to write a lot more.. but I’m just not feeling up to it right now.

responses to “Un-motivation” 4

  1. Everything has its purpose Reg. You have to see beyond what your doing. In college I was bussing tables and picking up dog ish. Im serious! Not exactly your favorite types of work, but it put me thru school. Now that I look back, I think it was hilarious. At the time, I used to think to myself, “What the F am I doin? Why Im a doin this?” As I’ve mentioned, find some time for yourself. Relax and do something you enjoy, even if you have to call in sick!

  2. Im here too reg. You know me. Take time off and go somewhere quiet and just breathe the fresh air and relax. It always works for me. Teaching, being married, building a home, and all those other things I’ve been doing have stressed me out alot. I’ve noticed when I take time out to be alone, I feel much better. Try it.

  3. Girl, it would appear that based on your entry, you need some much needed support. If you need to chat, just let me know, or email me and I’ll send you my phone and we’ll chat for a spell. 🙂

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