I need a break. And I don’t just mean a break like I had over the holidays of not having to worry about deadlines or any sort of thing. But for once, I’d like to feel like I’m not fighting a losing battle. And I don’t just mean in love, but money, school, work, my life. I just feel like no matter how hard I work, something else comes along and makes me feel like I’ve just worked hard for absolutely nothing. I’m so close to giving up on everything right now.
I’m sick again, or maybe I should say as usual, but this time it’s really worrying me. But I don’t know what to do… I’m not sure if it’s allergies or something wrong with me. I’m hoping to visit the Doctor tomorrow, but I don’t really know what good it will do.
I was going to write a lot more.. but I’m just not feeling up to it right now.