I think I’m going to cry. I just got a catch up email from someone who was one of my best girlfriends when I lived in Dubai. I miss my girl friends. I miss my little circle of girlfriends who I saw everyday, rang everyday and talked to about absolutely nothing but leaned my entire world on. I think for the most part I feel like crying because I’ve come to realize just what a self-centred brat I was and how self-centered I still am despite growing from that a little bit.
She was sweet enough to ask me about my family. She remembered my brother’s name… and I couldn’t remember her son’s name!? I knew she had a son, but for the life of me when I wrote her this morning I couldn’t remember his name. I feel like such an ass. I’m sure the stress from everything at school is just getting to me… but right now I just want to sit and cuddle in someone I trust’s arms. Oh but look… there’s no one here right now. I know I’m not alone. I just feel that way right now.