I have until Friday to decide if I really want to go to Ireland this December. I went to the nearby Travelcuts agency today and found the cheapest flight I could. It’s affordable – sort of. It’s affordable but leaves me with no spending money (So the wishlist from my previous post still stands). But now that it’s a little more set that I can go. I’m having second thoughts. I mean sure, I have other friends there. But the real reason I’m going? Is for someone who isn’t even my boyfriend! Sure, I know I still mean a lot to him. But do I mean enough?
Thanks to your advice earlier this summer, I read this book. And from reading that book, I should know that making excuses such as, “Well, he’s just not the sappy type”, or “He just doesn’t want to get hurt” is pretty full of shit. But I also can’t help that I just really want to see him. *sigh*
In other news? Played an awesome Volleyball game today and we even beat the Undefeated team!! Felt good. We’re currently third! I love it! We’re only a novice team but it’s still great winning 😀