So… some of you know the story of the ex-boyfriend. Some of you don’t. Either way, he’s going to be where I’m moving to… and I’ve been struggling with whether or not I want things to start up again when I get there. And after tonight, I think my mind is pretty much made up. And it’s a definite no. Of course it’s going to be hard because we’ve always had such deep feelings for each other. But he’s really got to make up his mind as to what he wants before I even begin to think about whether I want to go down *that* road again. I’d link previous posts… but there’s not much use since they’re all password protected anyway.
I know it’s easy for me to say this now because he’s not right in front of me and going on as usual – not listening to what I have to say. But I’m just going to have to be firm this time around… and I hope he doesn’t change his attitude once I tell him how I feel. He’s been so helpful in the last little while… I’m also nervous of my overstaying my welcome with his friend (who I’m staying with ’til I find my own place).
Why does he have to make things so difficult?!