Mine begins with… his first initial1. Nothing relaxes me more than him. And in all honesty, as much as I love him, I mean that more as his friendship relaxes me. His faith in me, his trust, his deep feelings of caring for me, and his constant wanting of only good things for me. I could be wrong, my mind could be playing tricks on me therefore making me think that it’s all that which relaxes me when in actuality it’s the fact that I’m still deeply in love with him that causes me to relax every time I get some sort of contact from him. Or it could be a little bit of both. I don’t really care at the moment. All I do care about is that we care about each other, regardless if they’re mutual at all layers of our feelings.
As I’ve been saying for the past few days, I’ve been super duper stressed. I still am. But luckily, I have the night off from work tonight and am going over to Kelly’s2 place for dinner and a movie 😀 We’re making dinner at her place and watching a DVD that she has. I’m quite excited! We didn’t really get to catch up much when we all went to the Madison on Friday so hopefully dinner will fix all that.
I’m hating this semester more and more and cannot WAIT to get the hell outta school. I know, I know, I’m going to miss it when I’m finally out. But all I know is right now, and right now I hate it. *sigh* Don’t have much time before I have to leave for Kelly’s… guess I gotta go back to my school work. (rolls eyes)
Ooh yeah… I fixed the comments. Figured out what it was… simple really. I felt quite dumb. Oh well. It happens.