The thing I’ve liked the most about my life for the last month is being connected with people, but it’s also what I find the most exhausting part of my life for the last month. Not too long ago I remember complaining about not having friends (perhaps not out loud – but I know I did) and now the phrase, “be careful what you ask for” keeps ringing in my head.
Of course I love having a social life, and I’m in no way complaining. I just wonder why it is that I yearn for a pumping social life but then when it happens all I want is a nice quiet home life. I’m glad though that my social life is in a phase where I’m sure my friends will understand if I ‘just don’t feel like it’. At the beginning, I used to agree to anything and everything because I didn’t want to offend anyone and risk no longer getting invited out.
Now, if only I could get all my friends in one city for long enough to have a life with them. I apologise for being vague… I’m not sure if it’s jet lag or something else but my mind is a big jumble that needs to be sorted out.
Thanks to Ate xMaeyox, xMichaelx, xEricax, and xMoniquex for the warm welcome home!!